Saved (or Gone) in10 minutes........

hi guys,
Today was my first MGPT after leaving CDAC.This time around my program was not running well with few bugs.I however managed to find the inputs and their corresponding outputs for the problem.By now you have guessed that the story would be tat i created a set of if else and would have submitted the problem to clear the problem.But here is the twist ...one of my sir told me thathardcoding wont be allowed and dont know why i did the most unusual thing ....i let the time pass away without entering the last step that would assure me my MGPT. I dont know why i did that or why it happened to me that i didnt complete the problem.I felt so frustrated that i argued with my sirs like a foolish kid.However by the end of the day to my astonishment i feel like being saved..............Still wondering why??

I came to NCST with a desire to beat the beast (Parikshak).I nearly have done it by clearing 1 MGPT.And today was my chance to clear it completely.But rather i think i wont want it to do tamely.Perhaps my programming ethics would have not forgiven me if i had cleared my mgpt that way , god knows how long would that shame stayed on my mind .I felt a glimpse that shame already when i learnt about the solution to the problem.Even more i was ashamed when i learnt that the person i argued with was the one of the top coders.The whole MGPT was gone in front of my eyes in last 10 minutes,had it not been to those noble words from my mentor ,i would have proved to be a shame in eyes of my mentors and myself.I dont know wheter i would be able to clear the next MGPT .i dont know wheter i would tame the parikshak.But end of the day i feel to be"Saved in 10 minutes...."

Missing u NCST :(

Today india won the T20 world cup final.It was absolutely stunning scenario at the room.Everyone was shouting like hell.I odnt know why but today i have started feeling like missing NCST friends at this odd hour .I am missing the birthday celebrations at NCST .Overall to sum up things Missing Up Ncst.

The Final innings..........

Its almost 1 o clock in the morning .Even Sikander our dearly dog and guardian at NCST is feeling it as relaxation time.Most of lights are off and i as usual as an owl roaming around in NCST remembring the happiest period my life .Most often in cricket after a tiring final day a batsman often thinks of the sweetest strokes he played these strokes keep him going to play ,to commit himself ,to live to his fullest and to enjoy his life after a tiresome day ....Today i m having no different feeling today i m seeing the most precioous strokes in my innings at NCST passing in front of my eyes as i walk through the empty corridors .
My previous blogs can easily force you think me as the most critic person of NCST perhaps most outrageous towards the things going on here.Even few hours back i was thinking to write the final signing blog ,yet another useless blog from me making no sense But now i m feeling so much constrains to write this blog ...cant help my english ...plz forgive me after all i too have emotions and this time around i cant control them.While wrting this blog i remember the most treasurable moments in my life. moments which are so simple yet cannot be forgotten.I remember the early morning getting up and rushing for breakfast...i m having illusions of bright morning and a green tila....i remember myself rushing to room after a horrible MFCS paper ...Discussing with everyone the answers after CNET quiz.I am even watching myself sitting in lawn telling my dear friend DLL ,......Prashant as always accompanying me to INFY...Searching a seat in lab after my PC crashed....The eve of 31st december before the party began...the most distant memory of nehil standing wid another friend atNCST enterance waiting for rain to stop and to reach canteen for tea.I remember the queue for breakfast ...the tension before a MGPA ..and the pain of Prashant departing.The faces after an unsuccessful placement inteview..the joy on someone's birthday ...............i see the happiness on faces when even one gets placed in an interview ............. Sorry guys no sensible things to say this time ,today i cant think anything else,Its NCST all over me tonight
Meanwhile i came here to fulfill my desires for programming and NCST has completely fulfilled it.This time around i even cleared one MGPT ..what a feeling.Today One of my friend left NCST and by next week NCST will be empty ..its haunting me already.I will be seperated from my beloved friends one by one ....finally will have to leave alone ,after such an affectionate one year .................cant even imagine myself at such position , its just like leaving my family ......Today i m placed in a decent company with average knowledge of programming.I never say by any means that i am great achiever ,but whatever i have become right now whatever i know i owe most of it to NCST.tonight i feel that whatever i say whatever i do or write NCST has become my inevitable part.It is the same NCST that i had criticized earlier but still i feel proud to be an NCSTian .Ultimately i realize that this is my second home ,........this is where i belong .......this is NCST (my home).

NCST reincarted .

Hi guys ,
Last few weeks there has been a dismay in my writing regarding NCST.Most of the views were due to the guys over here(the pathetic attitude guys).I was thinking i had started hating this place ,Even was quite sure about it.But yesterday something caused me to think what actually was i hating .
Yesterday few friends of mine were discussing about the placements in NCST.Its almost common these days .All was going well when someone raised an issue that instead of course criteria companies should come on basis of previous degrees acquired.Hell........these morons are the primary source of my negative energy .These dumb morons have acquired their marks in some university where they stand nowhere amongst toppers(Forget the university level),and then they feel that they are superior to guys over here who have less marks but have skills way ahead than most of software proffesionals in the industry .Well i m a BE graduate but even i feel the dignty of this course and in any condition i refer this place or course a milestone in my life .Even i can say this place has given me a sense of meaning to my life as a programmer. The pathetic morons as i mentioned earlier stand nowhere in front of anyone who gives wholeheart to do this project or course over here in NCST .These A$0 neither have the capability nor the thinking to complete the course and think themselves to be master minds .I feel like saying too much about these dumbasses but i wont like to spend my valuable blog space for those morons .So i will summarize them in only one word BULLSHIT.
Well enough of the morons lets speak about what i feel now after all the stuff.I feel that the same NCST that was within me is back.I feel the passion of NCST ian in me still lives and once again i feel NCST Reincarnated in me......

Attitude revisited :-(

Today i am facing one of the hardest circumstances in life.One of my friend is gonna receive his offer letter in his hands .Perhaps this is the key reason for my disappointment.
I am not too old, but dring my life so far i have grown up with a habbit of analyzing a person by the way he speaks or behaves.Most of the time i guess right what a person feels by the way he speaks.
Yesterday my friend got almost placed and i felt that the job he was gonna take is not worth his potential .I advised him not to ewerceive it but to follow the education and success will touch his feet after sometime .He was almost convinced for it but some Loserz with a pathetic attitude spoilt the day for me .For now duwe to their influence i have to admit that oe more friend of mine has become one of those loserz. Its this pathetic category of loosers that spoil the party everytime.These loserz with their damn F*****g attitude live and die as frogs.Morever the people in the industry who acquire a comparitively higher post who are supposed to be the epitome of cool attitude lead the bunch of frogs.
I dont say that a person shouldnt be away from society or refrain the norms of the society.But at least a person should have ambition to make his life worth living.Nowadays i am with people in NCST who are dying for jobs , i dont blame these people for doing so as their famly depends on them.But i surely blame their attitude and thinking that makes them mere creeps.
I on personal basis have certain ambitions i aspire for far beyond these people can think . People say persons with such ambitions to be mad but hell ...mad people create hisory . I never say that i might surely complete my dreams i may even fail to fulfill my aspirations or ambitions .But one thing for sure that by the time i w ill die i would surely feel that my life was worth living..........................................

Guts.........naaah .. mere hoaxes ???.......

hi guys,
Today i learned a new programming aspect in NCST (as usual ).Well this blog is by no means dedicated to that aspect.This blog is for the nature of people i m facing nowadays.
Few days back there was a preplacement talk conducted in our campus.All the students have taken the responsibility of conducting the company visits in the campus.I remember at that time our sir told one thing"In the Interview Room when the interviewer says about the joining date and the packages then all the things you discuss to be right or wrong are all vanished".Today i rewalised what it meant today one of my friend got placed .Prior going there he was very confident of rejecting the comany ,keeping his demands in front of company but today after the interview i can conclude only one thing that it takes a lot of guts to say something and to follow the same.
Last few of my essays were based on my principles ..well i m thankful to them that atleast they have kept me at bay from such a circumstances.The principles of mine have always supported me to say what i feel and behave in accordance with it,Perhaps (touchwood) till i follow them they will not let my words fall down.
Coming back to the topic of the blog i just feel a bit irritated and rustrated by my friends selection,Not because he got selected but bcoz the tone he said this to me that he got selected .I was assuming he would be a bit dissatisfied by the job..but the things were other way round.Morevere he even hasnt informed the conditions that were kept infront of him during his interview to his parents ...??well what can i say to such an attitude..i just pity over the guy.Undoubtedly i now rate him for his potential way below i used to rate him.Right now i am not in any mood to say a word about it.perhaps i m feeling too bad to say anything .i should stop now...i cant sustain this any longer.

Another happy day i would ever remember

hi guys,
Today its an awesome day for me .Today we had our placement interviews conducted at CDAC and most of us appeared for it.I was never planning to join wipro so no regrets for me .But the most precious moment was when my best friend prashant was selected for the job.He was not too much satisfied by the job but still i felt happy as the motto by which he joined CDAC has been fulfilled.