hey guys,
Today i failed in my second consecutive MGPA.It was not that difficult problem probably i could solve it anytime.But still i failed to do it when it mattered most.When i entered NCST i had the desire to clear all the MGPA's but now somehow my desire has just vanished as smoke .It all started when i failed my 6th MGPA.On that day i was brought back to ground by
parikshak.My complacency after clearing 6 MGPA's has just costed me my dreams.As i failed to clear last MGPA i have started feeling a bit let down ,the moral that i had ,the motivation i used to get before MGPA's has faded away.Now i have even started to feel that it's worthless to clear the rest of MGPa's as there is by no way a means to gain my desire back .I can never have the feeling of clearing all the MGPA's .
I know that my next mgpa is on friday but i have a terribly hectic schedule .I feel the continous work and insufficient rest has started affecting my energy.Continous Programming has sapped my energy.
One friend of mine came to me a minute before and i swear i can't recognize a single word he said ............gosh i have started to become a nerd or what.....probably i should stop at this moment its really started to become a bit heavy for me now.
Monday, September 25, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hell of a blog
hi guys,
Well i m back to bore you.You might be thinking that i might be giving you another experience of mine but guys today i will show you how meaningless a blog can be ,perhaps you might stop reading my blogs hereafter.Right now i am feeling hell of tired ,so tired that i cannot think of all the tortures that i beared today and forecast it to you.Today was a weekend for all other normal human beings around but for me at NCST it was another tiring day where i was completely screwed by the eternally boring TCOM session.The rest of the creatures at NCST also share the same sentiments with me.
I had to undergo evaluation based upon my performance in GD .I fared well but still i was quite pessed with my performance over there.I don't know why but i don't like to speak anything in the TCOM session.Even today most of the time i was quiet in GD .And the most interesting part was still i fared quiet well(i guess that was due to my argument with the sir).
I m feeling sleepy now its almost feeling like forcefully completing the blog so i will prefer to stop here.This orkut site is a SHIT and hell i thought my blog was a waste ........
Well i m back to bore you.You might be thinking that i might be giving you another experience of mine but guys today i will show you how meaningless a blog can be ,perhaps you might stop reading my blogs hereafter.Right now i am feeling hell of tired ,so tired that i cannot think of all the tortures that i beared today and forecast it to you.Today was a weekend for all other normal human beings around but for me at NCST it was another tiring day where i was completely screwed by the eternally boring TCOM session.The rest of the creatures at NCST also share the same sentiments with me.
I had to undergo evaluation based upon my performance in GD .I fared well but still i was quite pessed with my performance over there.I don't know why but i don't like to speak anything in the TCOM session.Even today most of the time i was quiet in GD .And the most interesting part was still i fared quiet well(i guess that was due to my argument with the sir).
I m feeling sleepy now its almost feeling like forcefully completing the blog so i will prefer to stop here.This orkut site is a SHIT and hell i thought my blog was a waste ........
Monday, September 11, 2006
My worst Program
hello friends,
Today i clearesd my fifth MGPA.It was a normal piece of coding ,nothing extraordinary .It would have taken an average coder below 10 minutees to develop a program for the same.But today i was a bit lazy in my approach,first of all i skipped the normal programming stuff that i practise that i do for day to day programming,then i was so complacent in doing the coding part that i ignored the normal approach and thought a logic that was a piece of a shit as far as NCST standards are cobnsidered.Today i wrote the worst program that i could write.(Probably i would have developed a better logic after getting from a sleep).
Basically i don't feel programming as challenging and interesting as it used to be when i joined NCST.Imagine being given a candy when expecting a cadbury each time can be quite frustrating .I think that its the pathetic nature of the other guys(so called prograamers) over here that has caused in the degrading of the nature of problems.
I feel that the level of difficulty of problem should not be reduced,instead students should work on their field of difficulty and overcome it.
Today i clearesd my fifth MGPA.It was a normal piece of coding ,nothing extraordinary .It would have taken an average coder below 10 minutees to develop a program for the same.But today i was a bit lazy in my approach,first of all i skipped the normal programming stuff that i practise that i do for day to day programming,then i was so complacent in doing the coding part that i ignored the normal approach and thought a logic that was a piece of a shit as far as NCST standards are cobnsidered.Today i wrote the worst program that i could write.(Probably i would have developed a better logic after getting from a sleep).
Basically i don't feel programming as challenging and interesting as it used to be when i joined NCST.Imagine being given a candy when expecting a cadbury each time can be quite frustrating .I think that its the pathetic nature of the other guys(so called prograamers) over here that has caused in the degrading of the nature of problems.
I feel that the level of difficulty of problem should not be reduced,instead students should work on their field of difficulty and overcome it.
Friday, September 08, 2006
The Reign Of Sadness
Hi friends,
Today i feel a bit special as i have cleared my 4th MGPA .Even as i feel happy ,it still isn't extending beyond the campus of NCST.In our batch a very few students have cleared MGPA so it was a moment to remember as i was amongst the few fortunate to clear it.In this pleasure i decided to just venture into the city with my friend but on my way to the bus stop i saw one of the most distressing scenes that i hve ever seen.I saw that all the trees besides the road were cut down to pieces.(Hell.. !! .. those nerds don't know the importance of trees ). All my joy turned into immediate dispair as i knew that what was going on the road was wrong and still i couldn't do anything .Even today i pass that road i ve a feel of witnessing a human slaughter .I couldn't forget the very sight of those beautiful trees and the mess that remains after such a humiliating Slaughter .
I am a very open minded person that doesn't object a change in life ,neither i object any fashion trend.But i still feel that all the humans around us should consider trees as integral part of our life.Just try killing a tree in premises in front of ur house and you can feel the same dispair that i felt.Friends i can't say more for my grief extends beyond the words that i know .For me still on the road to bus stop lies "The Reign Of Sadness".
Today i feel a bit special as i have cleared my 4th MGPA .Even as i feel happy ,it still isn't extending beyond the campus of NCST.In our batch a very few students have cleared MGPA so it was a moment to remember as i was amongst the few fortunate to clear it.In this pleasure i decided to just venture into the city with my friend but on my way to the bus stop i saw one of the most distressing scenes that i hve ever seen.I saw that all the trees besides the road were cut down to pieces.(Hell.. !! .. those nerds don't know the importance of trees ). All my joy turned into immediate dispair as i knew that what was going on the road was wrong and still i couldn't do anything .Even today i pass that road i ve a feel of witnessing a human slaughter .I couldn't forget the very sight of those beautiful trees and the mess that remains after such a humiliating Slaughter .
I am a very open minded person that doesn't object a change in life ,neither i object any fashion trend.But i still feel that all the humans around us should consider trees as integral part of our life.Just try killing a tree in premises in front of ur house and you can feel the same dispair that i felt.Friends i can't say more for my grief extends beyond the words that i know .For me still on the road to bus stop lies "The Reign Of Sadness".
Sunday, September 03, 2006
The NCST ian attitude
hi everybody,
This time around i am giving the attitude of various guys i met at NCST.Being an NCSTian
i am copletely proud of being selected and a part of this organization.Its an honour to get taught in NCST.Well i thought that i would be completely surrounded by people with the same feeling as mine ,but yesterday during our TCOM evaluation test i was surprised to see how pathetic attitude a person can have .During the session due to some reasons a topic aroused about the MGPA's and the toughness of the course .And i realised that not less than 25% people raised there hand in favour of joining a job if its offered to them at any time during the course(from any outside sources other than NCST).(the rest 70% were freaks lying around to hide their attitude).
I feel such people aren't worth being in NCST .I even consider that such people can by no means benefit to any organization that employs them as these jerks always runaway from the system blaming the sysem w/o conidering that it's there fault and not the system's fault.I remember about 80% peolple raising there hands when asked whether they knew java(during the first lecture).Personally i feel that these guys are just a piece of shit that has somehow scraped through the discrepency in the System(the region where i belong have guys that can beat these jerks even in there sleep and i was the poorest among those guys).
These guys cannot clear even a MGPA which they had already solved and worked upon and they blame the PARIKSHAK environment(The environment in which MGPA's are evaluated)
for its restriction )what can you say for such a man.Have you ever heard about 10 people thinking exactly the same way ...you say no.....then come to NCST .Over here you can find entire FPGDST community preaching you the exact logic of the program in a same way(except a very few of them who i beleive work a bit harder and are amongst my favourites too).
You might say that i am too harsh on the students over here But frankly speaking the only word that i can think about them is SHIT.Hell these lazy morons don't know how to code
a candy and beleive that they are too qualified by claiming that they have quite high qualification.
I don't say that clearing MGPA's mean that one is a good NCSTian or a programmer.I feel that if you can't clear an MGPA don't bother just try again,again if you fail try again continue trying till you get the hell out of parikshak,but don't ever blame parikshak for its restrictions.(Initially i too blamed Parikshak but now i have realized that i m blaming the same thing(beast?) that i had desired to beat before coming here).Its only this beast that seperates us from the rest of the programmers around.Its only bcoz of parikshak that i feel that i have some motivation of staying over here.
There's too much to say but i can't say more don't know why but i feel that this is the maximum limit to which i can stay without involving slang.Perhaps i have now started to realize
the importance of a blog, not completely but i feel atleast its providing me the platform of my feelings to others.
This time around i am giving the attitude of various guys i met at NCST.Being an NCSTian
i am copletely proud of being selected and a part of this organization.Its an honour to get taught in NCST.Well i thought that i would be completely surrounded by people with the same feeling as mine ,but yesterday during our TCOM evaluation test i was surprised to see how pathetic attitude a person can have .During the session due to some reasons a topic aroused about the MGPA's and the toughness of the course .And i realised that not less than 25% people raised there hand in favour of joining a job if its offered to them at any time during the course(from any outside sources other than NCST).(the rest 70% were freaks lying around to hide their attitude).
I feel such people aren't worth being in NCST .I even consider that such people can by no means benefit to any organization that employs them as these jerks always runaway from the system blaming the sysem w/o conidering that it's there fault and not the system's fault.I remember about 80% peolple raising there hands when asked whether they knew java(during the first lecture).Personally i feel that these guys are just a piece of shit that has somehow scraped through the discrepency in the System(the region where i belong have guys that can beat these jerks even in there sleep and i was the poorest among those guys).
These guys cannot clear even a MGPA which they had already solved and worked upon and they blame the PARIKSHAK environment(The environment in which MGPA's are evaluated)
for its restriction )what can you say for such a man.Have you ever heard about 10 people thinking exactly the same way ...you say no.....then come to NCST .Over here you can find entire FPGDST community preaching you the exact logic of the program in a same way(except a very few of them who i beleive work a bit harder and are amongst my favourites too).
You might say that i am too harsh on the students over here But frankly speaking the only word that i can think about them is SHIT.Hell these lazy morons don't know how to code
a candy and beleive that they are too qualified by claiming that they have quite high qualification.
I don't say that clearing MGPA's mean that one is a good NCSTian or a programmer.I feel that if you can't clear an MGPA don't bother just try again,again if you fail try again continue trying till you get the hell out of parikshak,but don't ever blame parikshak for its restrictions.(Initially i too blamed Parikshak but now i have realized that i m blaming the same thing(beast?) that i had desired to beat before coming here).Its only this beast that seperates us from the rest of the programmers around.Its only bcoz of parikshak that i feel that i have some motivation of staying over here.
There's too much to say but i can't say more don't know why but i feel that this is the maximum limit to which i can stay without involving slang.Perhaps i have now started to realize
the importance of a blog, not completely but i feel atleast its providing me the platform of my feelings to others.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
The day i got evaluated
hello everybody,
Hopefully you are still with me and still you haven't onsidered my blog as worth visiting.So far
i haven't seen any aparent changes in myself but still i would love giving blogging another chance.
Today we had a session on TCOM evaluaton.This was my first evaluation so i wasn't actually feeling the pressure .But as the session started hell my heart was in mouth.In this session we were supposed to select a topic and speak on it for about 5-6 minutes.Most of them had already prepared and come for the lecture but as usual i was careless and went without preparation.
As people started speaking on their topics i was quite confused on speaking about any topic.But finally i decided to speak on Quatum physics and decided my topic.Well i made all the points that i was supposed to say but at the final moment someone spoke about a topic that hurt me a lot negatives in NCST(hell i felt like choke-slamming that guy).So again something went through my mind and i decided to speak on merits of NCST.But i guess destiny had other plans in her mind.My turn came and i started to speak on Quatum physics and ended up the speech with Merits of NCST.(i guess most of the guys were shaken up and the Quantum physics part almost was a bouncer for few ).That's how unreliable life can be things most of the time don't go as you plan with.
Hopefully you are still with me and still you haven't onsidered my blog as worth visiting.So far
i haven't seen any aparent changes in myself but still i would love giving blogging another chance.
Today we had a session on TCOM evaluaton.This was my first evaluation so i wasn't actually feeling the pressure .But as the session started hell my heart was in mouth.In this session we were supposed to select a topic and speak on it for about 5-6 minutes.Most of them had already prepared and come for the lecture but as usual i was careless and went without preparation.
As people started speaking on their topics i was quite confused on speaking about any topic.But finally i decided to speak on Quatum physics and decided my topic.Well i made all the points that i was supposed to say but at the final moment someone spoke about a topic that hurt me a lot negatives in NCST(hell i felt like choke-slamming that guy).So again something went through my mind and i decided to speak on merits of NCST.But i guess destiny had other plans in her mind.My turn came and i started to speak on Quatum physics and ended up the speech with Merits of NCST.(i guess most of the guys were shaken up and the Quantum physics part almost was a bouncer for few ).That's how unreliable life can be things most of the time don't go as you plan with.
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