Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Feeling good
Today i gave my first C MGPA .It was as per my expectations.I cleared 1 out of the two problems that were given.Its not that good as per the standards that i set for myself but still doesnt make any differnce on my mood .Even though i have failed to clear today I know that i am destined to clear the MGPA in very near future so it doesnt matter that much to me ,but still i am happy due to some other reasons.The reasons are still unknown to me but i am feeling good.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Winds of Change
This is my second blog for the day.The topics may sound similiar and on the same lines but frankly speaking they are the cause and effect of each other.
I mentioned in my previous blogs that i felt stressed relations nowadays in NCST.Well the news is that i too am a victim of such a scenario.I mentioned before a month that i am enjoying my stay at NCST due to my friends .But nowadays i m feeling a bit letdown due to the same friends.
Its due to these friends only that i feel to be amongst strangers these days.
It all started with the selection of project group and the formations of new group.In the past two weeks the atmosphere has become a hell of tense over here.The friends that i beleived to be with me in any circumstances have started to confuse me about their relations .Well i know things change with time .....but if this much change in such small duration ......then hell i will be pissed up completely by the time i leave NCST.The thinking ,the way i used to make friends before this module has changed drastically after seeing the current scenario.Now i feel a doubtful making new relations.
I m not saying that i have not changed but its all due the way people are behaving with me.
I m finding it difficult to tackle my "FRIENDS" .The way they behave with me nowadays has made me feel to not to spend much time with them.Even my temper has started losing quiet frequently.Today i dont know how i m gonna tackle the next person i am going to talk ..simply because all the guys who meet me speak to me abt their relations with me instead of talking in ways we talked before .Meanwhile the only silver lining that i have seen in such situations is that i have found a few new friends with whom i like spending time .Well frankly speaking at this moment i fear making new friends.
I feel that the winds of change has swept my belief over friends.
I mentioned in my previous blogs that i felt stressed relations nowadays in NCST.Well the news is that i too am a victim of such a scenario.I mentioned before a month that i am enjoying my stay at NCST due to my friends .But nowadays i m feeling a bit letdown due to the same friends.
Its due to these friends only that i feel to be amongst strangers these days.
It all started with the selection of project group and the formations of new group.In the past two weeks the atmosphere has become a hell of tense over here.The friends that i beleived to be with me in any circumstances have started to confuse me about their relations .Well i know things change with time .....but if this much change in such small duration ......then hell i will be pissed up completely by the time i leave NCST.The thinking ,the way i used to make friends before this module has changed drastically after seeing the current scenario.Now i feel a doubtful making new relations.
I m not saying that i have not changed but its all due the way people are behaving with me.
I m finding it difficult to tackle my "FRIENDS" .The way they behave with me nowadays has made me feel to not to spend much time with them.Even my temper has started losing quiet frequently.Today i dont know how i m gonna tackle the next person i am going to talk ..simply because all the guys who meet me speak to me abt their relations with me instead of talking in ways we talked before .Meanwhile the only silver lining that i have seen in such situations is that i have found a few new friends with whom i like spending time .Well frankly speaking at this moment i fear making new friends.
I feel that the winds of change has swept my belief over friends.
A New Beginning
hi friends ,
its almost a month since writing my last blog.Its quite gruesome schedule over here ,so writing a blog seems to be a sort of timepass at this stage .But still i have managed time to write this one.Its almost couple of weeks in NCST and we have been assigned projects.
Initially while the project groups were assigned there was a bit controversy regarding the selection of group members.It was quite a pissed up period as i realized that the relations that i thought to be so strong shatter up.Even the best of relations that i had seen here have become a bit stressed .
I personally feel this period to be absolutely testing for me.I made new friends and even felt like losing some old ones .Condition today exists such that i feel a bit doubtful about my own friends.
I never take things that seriously at any time , i always say that i cant bend down to tension however now beleive me i feel like i have never faced such situation before.
But as the days pass on ......i go on beleiving its a new beginning.
Nothing more to say now.
its almost a month since writing my last blog.Its quite gruesome schedule over here ,so writing a blog seems to be a sort of timepass at this stage .But still i have managed time to write this one.Its almost couple of weeks in NCST and we have been assigned projects.
Initially while the project groups were assigned there was a bit controversy regarding the selection of group members.It was quite a pissed up period as i realized that the relations that i thought to be so strong shatter up.Even the best of relations that i had seen here have become a bit stressed .
I personally feel this period to be absolutely testing for me.I made new friends and even felt like losing some old ones .Condition today exists such that i feel a bit doubtful about my own friends.
I never take things that seriously at any time , i always say that i cant bend down to tension however now beleive me i feel like i have never faced such situation before.
But as the days pass on ......i go on beleiving its a new beginning.
Nothing more to say now.
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