Winds of Change

This is my second blog for the day.The topics may sound similiar and on the same lines but frankly speaking they are the cause and effect of each other.
I mentioned in my previous blogs that i felt stressed relations nowadays in NCST.Well the news is that i too am a victim of such a scenario.I mentioned before a month that i am enjoying my stay at NCST due to my friends .But nowadays i m feeling a bit letdown due to the same friends.
Its due to these friends only that i feel to be amongst strangers these days.
It all started with the selection of project group and the formations of new group.In the past two weeks the atmosphere has become a hell of tense over here.The friends that i beleived to be with me in any circumstances have started to confuse me about their relations .Well i know things change with time .....but if this much change in such small duration ......then hell i will be pissed up completely by the time i leave NCST.The thinking ,the way i used to make friends before this module has changed drastically after seeing the current scenario.Now i feel a doubtful making new relations.
I m not saying that i have not changed but its all due the way people are behaving with me.
I m finding it difficult to tackle my "FRIENDS" .The way they behave with me nowadays has made me feel to not to spend much time with them.Even my temper has started losing quiet frequently.Today i dont know how i m gonna tackle the next person i am going to talk ..simply because all the guys who meet me speak to me abt their relations with me instead of talking in ways we talked before .Meanwhile the only silver lining that i have seen in such situations is that i have found a few new friends with whom i like spending time .Well frankly speaking at this moment i fear making new friends.
I feel that the winds of change has swept my belief over friends.